Wednesday, March 13, 2019

Our Sadie

We said sad good byes to our sweet Swiss Mountain dog Sadie last Friday. It hasn't been yet a week but it doesn't seem real. I spent the weekend looking through some favorite photos of her which was sad and hard yet comforting. All the good times, all the good memories, so much love she brought our family and we loved her back hard too.

She came into our lives when she was 5 years old. I was asked by a friend at work to babysit her over the weekend so I said yes of course. After the weekend was over we learned that they needed to find a new home for her and wondered if she fit with our family and if we'd keep her.

The answer was yes.

This is the photo of her we snapped after deciding to keep her forever. She still had her previous owners collar on. She always had such a happy face and smile. It was the best decision ever to add this lover girl to our family.

 She bonded to our family over time. She was raised by a single man for 5 years. She loved the kids right away but took nearly a year to bond with me. She was smitten with my husband right away.
She became a huge lover girl. She was always up for snuggling with the kids on the couch.

 She loved the outdoors and walks. Her previous owner had taken her everywhere...to the lake to swim, camping, any where he wanted to go she went with him.
 Then shortly after we adopted Sadie we added a third dog, a puppy to our family who was part swiss mountain dog too...Ernie. She took on the job of raising him as if he was her own. She snuggled with him, played with him, let him chew on her face and mouth, licked him. Whenever we had to go out to of town and board the dogs they would always be placed in the same kennel together- they were inseparable.




 We moved 5 times after adopting Sadie from different area's in Arizona and then even all the way to Idaho. She always adapted quickly and did great on the car rides and moving trips.


 For this girl, parts of Arizona were a bit hot....her favorite - SNOW. Snow brought out the puppy in her and gave her energy and excitement. She would eat it, run in it. Our son would throw snow balls in the air and she'd attempt to catch them in her mouth then eat them as well.




 After the first year her and I bonded and she opened up to letting a woman be in her life after having been raised by a man only for such a long time. She loved to lay on the couch with me and lay her head on me. She'd climb up in bed every night and snuggle to get pets before we fell asleep together.
 This girl. My heart is so completely broken. I know deep down it was for the best. She was suffering and it was the right time and the right thing to do. Dogs have a special way of getting into our hearts forever. A piece of mine will forever belong to this sweet girl.



Thursday, January 31, 2019

Connecting

The last few weeks have been rough. Really...the last month and a half or a bit more has been rough. We are holding on tight to the Lord through some really hard times with some really trying health issues and praying hard from the depths of our hearts for some comfort and for him to see us through. We have SO much faith. We have SO much love. We have SO much trust. And we are SO very thankful and blessed for our family, for our friends, for our church community and the support and love and prayers they have all given to us.

I've been having a really difficult time establishing a safe, secure, steady home life for our children lately with so much upheaval and trials. That's hard to say. But I'm making it a priority to re-establish it- because we all need it, because they need it - because I need it. So we've been adjusting and changing some things. Even though we all can't be out together at one time, this week we started a new routine of me taking one child out and having one on one time with them and the next day taking the other one out for one on one time.
Our son and I have gotten back into a good learning homeschooling groove last week. We have all gotten some chores and projects done or started around the house. And things are starting this week to feel a bit more steady and I believe in my heart that things will just keep getting better, feeling better and being better.

Tuesday our daughter and I went out for a short 1 mile hike/walk at a trail we hadn't ventured to for a while. We got pizza for lunch and spent some quiet time together as well as conversing and exploring new idea's for projects this year that we can work on together.
Wednesday our son and I went out for a 3 mile hike/walk at a lake that is his favorite then lunch and to the mall. We talked a long time about his interests and learning/schooling goals. We sat on a bench for a long time quietly. He mentioned loving hearing the breeze through the trees and I listened and breathed in deep.

I felt so very thankful for the time with each of my children this week. They are true blessings and I love spending time with each one of them- connecting and deepening our relationship.


Around the farm...a new baby was born.
 We never have fog! But here it was a rare foggy morning when big pig had her breakfast.
 Sweet sleepy pup.





 Momma daughter day



Then momma son day
 The bench with the best view...and best spot for quietly listening

Blessed. Through trials and hard times comes the greatest blessings...we are finding a deeper love for our family, a deeper trust in the Lord and feeling the support of our community (church, family and friends).